BBQs are the bomb.

It kinda rained here today. Ah well.

But having a great time so far. So far I have:

• shopped in Namdaemun and Dongdaemun (look them up. They’re like the shopping capitals of Seoul, except Namdaemun is more for mature people)
• suffered the heatwave but made it worth it by eating loadsa ice-cream.
• went to a skincare consultant. And half of my spots are gone!
• met with some people
• met my cousins from my dad’s side and went out for lunch (that was today)

And that’s it. It doesn’t sound like a lot but I’ve probably missed quite a lot out. ANYWAY I’m soooo happy cos yeah~ I went out for lunch with my 2 aunts, uncle, cousin, wife, his daughter, another aunt and my gran. And my cousin’s daughter threw a complete fit cos she hit her ankles on something and no-one noticed. So I took her outside and showed her this video that came with my MP3 player (some thing called ‘Sheep in the Island’. I’ll show you guys it when I go back to the UK) and she cheered up considerably. Then I had to carry her to greet my other aunt and my gran who was late cos the other aunt that wasn’t there was such a failure and couldn’t follow the navigation. Then me and my cousin spent the whole meal just taking the mick and saying that she was a shame and etc. Good times, good times.

I’m going to church tomorrow, then I THINK I’m going to my uncle’s house (uncle as in my mum’s brother. I’m with my dad’s side of the family at the momo) and I’m gonna be hitting the beach sometime next week, and seeing MORE cousins who I haven’t seen in AGES.

GAHHHH something really embarassing happened the other day. I was in the gym and I was doing a seated fold-up when I fell forwards. I have a small bruise on my knees and that’s about it, but then there were like 3 fit guys there, and I was like ‘ah well, I’m fine’ but inwardly I was like ‘DAMMIT 0_0”!!’ so yeah. Ah well, I’m sure that these things happens to people. I’m not the only noob in this world, innit! So yeah. Oh and April, I couldn’t find the SJ Second Album. I’ll try and make it up to you, so don’t worry :3.

And I’m gonna be working for my aunt from August 4th til the 8th as a babysitter/massager/housework-er (as in doing all the housework) cos: my aunt can’t use her right arm due to some disk thing on her neck, and my cousin and his wife are both working so I have to look after the kid. Damn I feel like Cinderella. Ah well, at least I’m getting paid for it. Otherwise I’d just DIE!!!!! But yeah, it’s not gonna be all bad cos I’m seeing some mates that I haven’t seen for a while on August 10th so JJ’s very happy. I wonder how they are…

Anyway, yeah! Things to do left:

• Visit some relatives on my mum’s side of the family
• Act as a servant for my aunt
• See some old friends
• Shop more
• Stalk A’st1

And I think that’s it.

My face is swollen ;_;

Yeah. HEY PEOPLE I’M FINALLY IN KOREAAAA
After going on about this trip for literally half a year, I’m finally here!
GAH I AM ACTUALLY CRYING TEARS OF HAPPINESS!!!!
I went to this beautician place today, and ohdeargah she took 2 hours. YES 2 hours taking out my bloody acnes, blemishes and whatnots. And now my face is swollen. What a joy. Bet my cousin’s daughter’s gonna be scaring the douchbag out of herself tomorrow when she sees me. She’s 3. My cousin probz is gonna be a bit 0_0” as well. Ah well, being the understanding and caring person he is, he’ll understand. Can’t wait to see his wife either. It’s gonna be jokes, I can feel it.

The plane journey was crap though. I almost threw up like 1239182031 times (exaggeration. I know.) and I kept getting headaches. Then I started getting hysterical : ‘HOLY MACARONI I’M NOT PREGNANT AM I???’ cos I kept showing symptoms of pregnancy. Then I realised that I wasn’t a slut. So yay. Oh and for your interest, Cafie, I sat in the middle of a 12 year old boy and this old lady. So it was all good

Then my gran’s house. Ohdeargah, SO MANY DAMN MOSQUITOS!! In one evening, I got 15+ mosquito bites. WHAT IS IT WITH MY BLOOD?? I have like disgusting blood. Wait. Blood itself IS disgusting. Anyhoo, I got millions of bites and I can guarantee you, JJ was NOT a very happy bunny. But there was a great thing about gran’s house though, minus the mosquitos. SHE HAD MUSIC CHANNELS AND ALL THE GOOD DRAMA/GAME SHOW CHANNELS! I spent literally the whole evening/night watching them. HQ TV Shows = a very happy JJ. And I saw A’st1 1234 Back like 3 times as well! I was like ‘I LOVE YOU MTV! I LOVE YOU KM! I LOVE YOU MNET!’ I was literally joyful joyful LORD!!

Anyhoo. Yeah. That’s it so far. I saw loads of fobby stuff though. My uncle got me a new MP3 player. It’s coming tomorrow or the day after. And I might be going to see the 1234 Back guys. YAYY!!  ^^v

Happy Birthday to me :D

YO PEOPLE! It’s finally my birthday today, and I’m finally ‘legal’.

It’s been a CRAZY day so far, with cakes, cakes and more cakes. I got lots and lots of cards and I really love every single one of them. But I think that Cafie’s card should get a special mention because it kinda sparked off a big discussion concerning my sexuality. It was so funny that it wasn’t funny. OK that doesn’t make sense..

I mean what’s wrong with me liking pretty guys? COME ON it’s only MY preference, neh? I’m in IT at the momo, drooling over pretty guys and being me in general. And the irony of it is that it’s my last EVER IT lesson *big cheer* But anyway, what’s wrong with Tegoshi, Yamapi, Shige, SS501 and the Nodame Cantabile guy? So what if I have weird taste in men, eh? You have a problem with that eh? YOU HAVE BEEF?? AS-TU DES BEOUFS!! (I should be using ‘vous’ as this will be to at least 2 people, but ah well xD). I’m really gonna miss this kinda craziness when I’m in 6th form next year. I bet that I’m not even gonna get in

Anywayy! Thanks Rose for answering my question on time and the Sun, and I’m gonna make you a deeply religious woman. It’ll just take time xx And April, ‘Happy Birthday’ is ‘Saengil Chukahae’ in Korean ^^

And I should go before Mr. IT Teacher comes and reads this. I shall edit later on.

It’s been a while

It certainly has since I last wrote anything. Guess I haven’t really had much to write about.

Ok, firstly I would like to comment on some of my lovely friends posts.

JungJoo, gravity is a plane. The sun creates its own gravity within the vacuum and therefore is not falling. It’s actually slowly moving in the spiral shape of our galaxy (something to do with a complex astronomical theory which I cant remember, but not actually to do with the pull of the black hole at the center). Newton’s law of gravitation and Kepler’s laws of motion help describe the movement of the planets around the Sun according to its gravitational pull. But basically my point is not everything is falling, it is simply the gravity of the earth which makes things what we consider fall but is actually just moving towards the center of gravity.

Damn, astonomy is a feckass.

Time is a much more complex issue. Measurements of time as we know them were created by humans in order to follow the natural movements of the planet (scientists did long calculations and such like to order this), however time in itself is simply the word used to describe this movement. After all, could anything happen if there wasn’t time? Time must be everlasting and eternal.

Destiny… hmm… not sure about that. It could be that it’s all just random, or it could be preplanned. I’m agnostic so cant say it’s all part of a greater plan, but also cannot say it’s definitely not. I prefer to think that we’re given choices and allowed to make our own decisions. Otherwise, what’s the point?

Amina, whoopee! Someone feeling the same as me! It’s like, I know I’ll see all my friends next year if I stay (which I probably will), but it’s just gonna be different isn’t it? I dont think I have that many lessons with people who I would consider my friends. So what am I gonna do? Make new ones? But doesn’t that mean that I’m gonna eventually fall apart from my old ones? Sad thought. I guess everyone drifts apart eventually, it’s all a matter of time.

Cafie… your brother, just to let you know, every single guys does that after they hit puberty. Frankly, I’d be shocked if they didn’t. Guys that dont are just gays, and even then there’s gay porn. The whole lot of em are pervs, but who are we to judge?

Sooo, now that’s all out of the way, seriousness aside.

I got my new glasses! Yay! They are teh awesome. I simply love them, even if I still look better with contacts.

Art is alright for me atm. SHOCK GASP! IT WAS MY FATHER WHO GAVE ME THE IDEA OF WHAT I COULD DO TODAY! OMG thats completely outrageous. Ya see, my father isnt the most, err, creative person in the world. But he actually had some decent ideas around the theme of drugs and alcohol. I am putting this down to him being an ex-drugged up hippy. Who else better to get thoughts on drugs from?

Umm, what else has been going on?

I went out with some guy last weekend. Doubt I’ll be seeing him again. He’s just too… nice. I don’t like nice guys. Only complete arseholes. If he treats me kindly, then it aint to be. If he calls me a bitch and laughs in my face, then I’m on board.

God that sucks.

My mum bought a pair of really nice shoes today and I was so JEALOUS! They should be mine! So what if they’re a size too small? I’m still gonna damn borrow them!

Hmm, think that’s it.

Man my life is D-U-L-L

I refuse to bore you with pointless complaints about GCSEs though, as I’m sure you’ve had enough of them by now.

This has really not been entertaining to read, has it?

Nothing else to report.

Over and out.

Funk n Roll tonight~

YAY!! Finally the 3-day weekend that everyone was looking forward to! YEAH BABEHHHH<33

Yeah… I think that I’m going slightly hyper. But let’s just sum this week up.. CRAZINESS!! For some weird reason.. It’s probably because of all the yearbook thing and that GCSEs are literally up our noses. Ah well… Enjoy it whilst we can. When we have grey hair (well I’m never gonna HAVE grey hair because I’m gonna keep dyeing it, then I’m gonna go bald) we’re gonna be thinking ‘aww the memories’ so yeah… ENJOY IT PEOPLE! And keep on smilin’, because that’s what’s gonna get you through. WHEEEEEEE!! And it makes you live longer too.

Whilst I’m rambling on about crap, Cafie is er.. Webcamwhoring. And hopelessly lipsyncing to a song. It’s funny, and her brother’s feet were like right up there! I’m never touching her webcam. And you should remind me not to either. I don’t want feet to be on my hands, and I’m serious. I should fix mine too! And yeah… I don’t have anything else more to say but I want to ramble on like hell, so I will.

I wonder how a calendar works, along with the months. I know that everyone’s adjusted to it and everything but has anyone realised that time is a man-made thing? I was discussing it with a friend some time last year, and I’m thinking for all we know, man could have made it so that it’s 1AM now, instead of it being 6:33PM. And the time differences that exist around the world? I mean how strange and wonderful is that? And how are watches made as well? How do they work so… In sync with nature? These kind of things will probably remain unanswered until an infinity amount of generations after our one. It’s so amazing how these things work, but I’m not gonna spend my life pondering about it, looking for answers. If the answer was meant to be found, then it’ll come to me, that’s what I believe.

And I also believe that destiny can either be in sync with you, or you can make your own destiny. But I believe that everyone is given one before they’re born, and then depending on how you guide yourself in life, you either find it or you don’t. I don’t think that I’m not building my sunlight at the end of the tunnel though. But then light is a natural thing as well. Guess I’ll just have to see how time takes its course, and if it turns out well for me then GREAT but if it doesn’t… Then I’ll have to try harder. I have one aim in life: never to give up. What’s the point of giving up? It’s like with me and my compositions. I will do it. I will compose. I WILL DO IT! But just not today… I’m starting to think that I was actually meant to be a composer though. I enjoy it more than studying. But you still have to study, to get somewhere in life, otherwise… Well you might not reach your ultimate goal.

The Sun’s still up. I wonder how it does it. I mean isn’t the universe is almost a vaccuum, and the Sun has a
large gravitational force that just happens to be there? But then doesn’t it mean that the universe is constantly falling? The mysteries of science still remains. And shame that I won’t be able to figure it out…

*dramatic music*

mixed bag

Yeah, so Cafie I am extremely disgusted at your brother (porn), but then again he is just a young pre-pubescent boy, and that is what boys are like. *sigh*. And yeah that HORRENDOUS story HORRIFIED me and I think that man should be sentenced to death by the government. Enough said.

So after looking at yearbook, and writing messages in them- i.e. what we did throughout Chem, doesn’t anybody feel that it is the end of an era…?Come on, like I have known Apesman since Yr7- and can you remember all those times , like me going to ms. singleton cos mr.jhuboo gave me a detention in yr8, me and sharmin being bitchy to you apes, during ramadan? And me copying off Sharmin in Yr8 with Mrs. Edwards + a hundred or so more memories? Or is it just me who is reminiscing and being WHAT IS THAT FRICKING WORDS BEGINNING WITH ‘S’ THAT IS KINDA LIKE REMINISCE?! I effing hate it when that happens! GAH.

Will this all change in Sixth Form, will we drift? Cos now we’re kind of generally good friends with people in own own forms, but as soon as we’re all separated , what the feck is gonna happen? Yeah, we will see eachother but HOW often. Maybe not every break or lunch anymore with you Apes, it is gonna be so sad.

Does anyone else feel this way? Cafie I am never gonna have History with you , we cannot discuss the bastards throughout world history, no more will I be traumatised after watching one of those reconstruction videos!

AH this is so sad.

I hate my life.

I seriously hate my life at the moment.

Firstly, I have French orals tomorrow which I know that I’m gonna screw up. But I have another problem. I’ve complained about it to April, but she’s not replying so I thought ‘why not write here’

Basically, the relationship between my mum and my uncle’s wife (I’ll call her ‘aunt’, to make it easier) hasn’t been all very peachy, fair enough. But then my aunt told my mum that she doesn’t want to see her face ever again. I mean, how bitchy is that? And I’m just like 0_0 and I’m just pissed off at my mum because she’s like using me to get back at her. I mean WHY? It’s their problem, and I’ve got my own problems to deal with. They ARE adults after all -_-|| But yeah life isn’t TOO peachy for JJ at the momo. Ew.

On a brighter note… A’ST1 IS PURE HOTNESS!! I mean like… HANTOMO!! *major spaz attack* I seriously love that couple. And Haiming :Q______ Another guy that I could die for any day. OH and also… TEGOSHI YUYA! JE gayness rocks.

Double the bleh

See the pun in my title? Double the bleh~~ Double S 501!! 8DD OK… Holidays have officially ruined me I really should stop ruining and wasting my life away like this and actually REVISE for the supposed GCSE exams that I have, otherwise… I don’t even wanna think about it.

I had to go to some weird tuition place today. The best thing was that I made two new friends. And I happened to know them from the bus stop, but I just never talked to them XD Ah well I have friends now 8DD (much to people’s surprises) And yeah.

I want poutry. BEEF!

Err…

I really have nothing to say today, except its only the first day of the holidays and I’m already bored.

Stupid friends wanting to revise…

And stupid Rhea for going off to Sicily…

I should really revise and do art work myself, but I’m hopeless and got distracted by a manhwa that I aint been able to stop reading. Let Dai? Anyone read it? Well, it’s awesome, and right now I’m bored waiting for the next volume to download onto my computer. Wahhh! Taking too long!

Anyhoo, what shall I write? Any other moaning I can do today?

Huh, guess not.

Ciao

Nauseous.

I feel sick. Very. Don’t know why though. My head is throbbing.

Nevertheless, there is a purpose to this post. It’s ‘Spring Break’ soon. Rhea and Amina are off to Sicily tomorrow, an event that has garnered my interest purely because of a fellow classmate’s obsession with a certain Classics teacher (who, might I just add here, looks a lot less laughable with his new haircut). I am rather jealous that they get to miss two days of school. Yes, I know. How incredibly childish.