Right, currently sitting in resources room, i’m bored from revising unit 2 Chemistry.

i am defo procrastinating.

must.work.

nobody is EVER gonna read this.

ROSSSEEE!

APRIL! Happy birthday <33

Yeah I thought I’d come in to the blog because I haven’t in ages and it feels kinda weird that no-one writes in here anymore. SERIOUSLY WHERE’S THE LOVE PEOPLE?

I’ve been having quite a bit of hard time recently. And it’s not just because of stalkers, there are other reasons too but I won’t go into details. I just needed somewhere to exercise my angry soul. :S

ANYWAY! Yer. Where is everyone?

Got bored today, translated a song. It’s awesome. Enjoy.

一人一半，感情不散
一人一素故，感情才会久
时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵

这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人，别笑我蠢
傻傻地心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷, 就算残忍
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半，感情不散
已经找到爱，为何要离开

时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵
这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉

一人一半，感情不散

已经找到爱，为何要离开
已经找到爱，为何想离开

When we each share one half, our feelings cannot be torn apart
When we each share a quarter, our feelings will last forever
As time goes by, silent tears flow

Pursuing it wholeheartedly, love is so precious

A person like me, waiting for you in this way
Waiting for your glance of acknowledgement
Because of love I toss and turn , not caring about the hurt I feel
I am happy just to live for you
A person like me, please don’t laugh at my stupidness
Like a fool I repress the heartache
Even in the winter cold, even though it’s cruel
I am waiting for you to remember this broken man

When we each share one half, our feelings cannot be torn apart

If we have really found love, why do you have to leave?

As time goes by, silent tears flow

Pursuing it wholeheartedly, love is so precious

A person like me, Waiting for you like this
Waiting for your glance of acknowledgement
Because of love I toss and turn, not caring about the hurt I feel
I am happy just to live for you

When we each share one half, our feelings cannot be torn apart

If we have really found love, why do you have to leave?

If we have really found love, why do you want to leave?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2CCPKKERcg

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oh here we go again.

poll poll!

Beckett or Nutini?

*cough* beckett.

hes into geography too!

NUTINI.

CHOOSE BECKETT.

no bias intended btw

vote.

x

So..SUMMER.

and so this is the excuse as to why people have not bothered to post at all anymore apart from JJ. People need to most….psh.

ok ok, update time!

I was extremely distressed last night after returning from Barce; i had never felt so miserable…ever! Not that it was because i was leaving Barce, cos believe me, i was more than delighted. Barcelona was ridiculously tiring, never in my life had i ever felt like such a tourist. Gah. I AM EXHAUSTED.

Anyway, back to my story.. As i got off my plane…pumping with adrenaline and squealing with joy…totally oblivious as to what was about to hit me. I discovered the terrifying truth about myself…

I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE….:’( (crap, even if i do have one)

As soon as my siblings arrived at the gatwick airport…both simultaneously switched on their phone, only to be bombarded by texts and phone calls welcoming them back. On seeing this, i obviously decided to switch my phone on to see who would welcome ME home…and NOTHING. NOT ONE SINGULAR TEXT OR PHONE CALL!

The neglect and unacknowledgement just killed me inside…i just sulked the rest of the time at the airport and slept on the way back.

ugh, i shall try to work on that…but anyway, aside from the whole being unloved thing, i am quite happy at the moment, leaving for france 2moro at 2am despite all knackeredness.

I was exaggerating, Barce was great, nicest weather ever, could be a little stuffy..bah but who gives…tis summer.

Although, i did lose my sunglasses, whilst running away from the waves (on the beach). They fell and washed away into the sea. Ironic really…i got wet anyway trying to get my sunglasses back. T_T

STUPID SEA..

Also, my suitcase broke on me when i got to Barce….all in all…was a fantastic holiday! WOULD DEFO RECOMMEND! (La Ramblas is sooooo overated)

People please update….i need amusement.

TURRAH!

It kinda rained here today. Ah well.

But having a great time so far. So far I have:

• shopped in Namdaemun and Dongdaemun (look them up. They’re like the shopping capitals of Seoul, except Namdaemun is more for mature people)
• suffered the heatwave but made it worth it by eating loadsa ice-cream.
• went to a skincare consultant. And half of my spots are gone!
• met with some people
• met my cousins from my dad’s side and went out for lunch (that was today)

And that’s it. It doesn’t sound like a lot but I’ve probably missed quite a lot out. ANYWAY I’m soooo happy cos yeah~ I went out for lunch with my 2 aunts, uncle, cousin, wife, his daughter, another aunt and my gran. And my cousin’s daughter threw a complete fit cos she hit her ankles on something and no-one noticed. So I took her outside and showed her this video that came with my MP3 player (some thing called ‘Sheep in the Island’. I’ll show you guys it when I go back to the UK) and she cheered up considerably. Then I had to carry her to greet my other aunt and my gran who was late cos the other aunt that wasn’t there was such a failure and couldn’t follow the navigation. Then me and my cousin spent the whole meal just taking the mick and saying that she was a shame and etc. Good times, good times.

I’m going to church tomorrow, then I THINK I’m going to my uncle’s house (uncle as in my mum’s brother. I’m with my dad’s side of the family at the momo) and I’m gonna be hitting the beach sometime next week, and seeing MORE cousins who I haven’t seen in AGES.

GAHHHH something really embarassing happened the other day. I was in the gym and I was doing a seated fold-up when I fell forwards. I have a small bruise on my knees and that’s about it, but then there were like 3 fit guys there, and I was like ‘ah well, I’m fine’ but inwardly I was like ‘DAMMIT 0_0”!!’ so yeah. Ah well, I’m sure that these things happens to people. I’m not the only noob in this world, innit! So yeah. Oh and April, I couldn’t find the SJ Second Album. I’ll try and make it up to you, so don’t worry :3.

And I’m gonna be working for my aunt from August 4th til the 8th as a babysitter/massager/housework-er (as in doing all the housework) cos: my aunt can’t use her right arm due to some disk thing on her neck, and my cousin and his wife are both working so I have to look after the kid. Damn I feel like Cinderella. Ah well, at least I’m getting paid for it. Otherwise I’d just DIE!!!!! But yeah, it’s not gonna be all bad cos I’m seeing some mates that I haven’t seen for a while on August 10th so JJ’s very happy. I wonder how they are…

Anyway, yeah! Things to do left:

• Visit some relatives on my mum’s side of the family
• Act as a servant for my aunt
• See some old friends
• Shop more
• Stalk A’st1

And I think that’s it.

Yeah. HEY PEOPLE I’M FINALLY IN KOREAAAA
After going on about this trip for literally half a year, I’m finally here!
GAH I AM ACTUALLY CRYING TEARS OF HAPPINESS!!!!
I went to this beautician place today, and ohdeargah she took 2 hours. YES 2 hours taking out my bloody acnes, blemishes and whatnots. And now my face is swollen. What a joy. Bet my cousin’s daughter’s gonna be scaring the douchbag out of herself tomorrow when she sees me. She’s 3. My cousin probz is gonna be a bit 0_0” as well. Ah well, being the understanding and caring person he is, he’ll understand. Can’t wait to see his wife either. It’s gonna be jokes, I can feel it.

The plane journey was crap though. I almost threw up like 1239182031 times (exaggeration. I know.) and I kept getting headaches. Then I started getting hysterical : ‘HOLY MACARONI I’M NOT PREGNANT AM I???’ cos I kept showing symptoms of pregnancy. Then I realised that I wasn’t a slut. So yay. Oh and for your interest, Cafie, I sat in the middle of a 12 year old boy and this old lady. So it was all good

Then my gran’s house. Ohdeargah, SO MANY DAMN MOSQUITOS!! In one evening, I got 15+ mosquito bites. WHAT IS IT WITH MY BLOOD?? I have like disgusting blood. Wait. Blood itself IS disgusting. Anyhoo, I got millions of bites and I can guarantee you, JJ was NOT a very happy bunny. But there was a great thing about gran’s house though, minus the mosquitos. SHE HAD MUSIC CHANNELS AND ALL THE GOOD DRAMA/GAME SHOW CHANNELS! I spent literally the whole evening/night watching them. HQ TV Shows = a very happy JJ. And I saw A’st1 1234 Back like 3 times as well! I was like ‘I LOVE YOU MTV! I LOVE YOU KM! I LOVE YOU MNET!’ I was literally joyful joyful LORD!!

Anyhoo. Yeah. That’s it so far. I saw loads of fobby stuff though. My uncle got me a new MP3 player. It’s coming tomorrow or the day after. And I might be going to see the 1234 Back guys. YAYY!!  ^^v

DISCUSS!!!!

Amina says: HP all the way.

And if any of you dare to say Twilight..well god knows whats gonna happen to you…

i’ve been neglecting the word recently…i think, or i just haven’t been using it as often.

I worked with a gay teenage boy as my supervisor in work experience…he’s so jokes. I laughed so hard today. On that note, how is everyone’s work going? Not too boring i hope. Jung Joo has a good one. I hate her.

I had to do fulfillment….ooo that sounds fancy right?

no.

definition: stuffing envelopes.

those of you that have not yet heard me moaning about it…that’s it basically. Stuffing envelopes with mindless and worthless crap in the form of paper…its a waste and it makes me sad. Like anyone reads those things anyway.

Jung Joo lent me a book. I read it in starbucks at lunch. Its good. Twilight is what its called. Read it.

i can tell you what else is gay…the price of transport. i don’t like it. I’m gonna be broke by the end of work experience. I can’t wait till exp. is over.

April is gay.

Rose is a lil bit gay.

Jung Joo is mega gay.

Rhea is very not gay.

Sophia can be gay.

Amina will turn gay.

YAMAPI is never gay.

i was born gay.

g’night people. (Ryo is included for the sake of others and also because i can’t be arsed to edit him out – please don’t mistake it for my change in taste of boys.)

Yeah I don’t know WHY I put it in capital letters and so on, but ah well..

Er… Well I THINK I’m having fun. The people here are really friendly and I GET TO SHRED PAPER 8D *sad*. ANYWAY! Er… Yeah, I kinda got lost on the way here but hey that’s the fun of it, INNIT! I realised that I haven’t written an entry in such a long time so I thought I would, before skipping off to lunch. I just sat here for the past hour, reading ShenYuePop and just enjoying myself, just like home… And there’s been this major thing on that Dream Concert boycott on SNSD. I thought that I’d just state some of my own opinions.

TBH with you guys, no-one deserves that kind of treatment. Yes, not even those 9 plastic barbies who think they’re all that just because they’ve been gaining a LITTLE popularity. I felt really sorry for them when I heard it from my friend, and I was like ‘aww poor SNSD’ and so on. I mean, what on earth has Korean fandom got up to? The whole DBSK vs. SS501 thing, and now SNSD vs. the world. Though it was nice to see that Ca(sseopeia)T(riple S)El(f) was getting along at last, even if it was to make a stand against 9 immature schoolgirls who can’t even sing a decent live, (but then look at Wonder Girls’ SoHee. Sorry hun, you’re cute but you need to improve).

Think that’s the whole of my opinion? Well you’re wrong. I have another side of the story. In Korea, we believe that respect is one of the oh-so-important thing in our culture, and SNSD have been neglecting that. I mean mocking Shinhwa, one of the legendary idol bands who have managed to established themselves as a proper artist after 10 or so years? NOT A GOOD IDEA. And the reaction wasn’t good either. And then correcting one of the best actors in Korea, who happened to have a degree in English and lived in England for several years? NUH-HUH! And even with the formal apology that they issued, it’ll not be a long time before they do it again. Way to go, LSM. And did you know that SM is releasing another girlband? Haven’t we have enough of these Korean plastic barbies girl bands for now? Ah well it’s been done now. All I am doing is to hope that they’ll be a bit more respectful, sing better and think about their actions before carrying them out. And not blame their wrongdoings on the script.

Wow. Work Experience to SNSD. Crazy huh? Anyway that’s the end of my rant, and let’s talk about something more happier and that everyone can relate to. Er… SUMMER! END OF EXAMS!! People who didn’t go to the prom (which happens to be the majority of the bloggers on here) you missed out quite a lot. Except the dead feet the morning after. And ‘One Litre Of Tears’ is one of the most moving dramas ever. I should dedicate a blog to that next time.  Though I’ll tell you this. I was crying when I was talking to Rose on MSN. Sorry for scaring you like that.

Oh and Phi, I’m going to Korea on 13th July ^^

Anyhoo, I’m off to have lunch, I’m hungry T_T. Babye.